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Name:Ando Daisuke (preferably Die though)
Age: 22
Asylum position:Patient
Disorder/s: Anorexia Nervosa, Adjustment Disorder, Avoidant Personality Disorder, Bulimia Nervosa
Ward:Open Unit

Physical Details: Short chin length dyed red hair that he usually gells out so it looks fuller, fair skin (tends to look a bit waxy and pale when he hasn't eaten for a while though), and soft brown eyes, height is 5'10. Usually wears a pair of blue jeans with holes in the knees, a plain white baggy t-shirt, with a pair of tennis shoes.

Personality: Shy, and very reserved, he wants to make friends and he doesn't like people feeling lonely like he does, but he's afraid that they won't like him and that fear usually prevents him from making the first move in initiating conversations. He doesn't like cruel people, and tries to avoid them, thinking it best to just stay away rather than get involved with them, however if someone he considers to be a friend is in trouble he won't hesitate to fight and he's not one to underestimate. If it were up to him he'd just as well spend all day in his hopital room to avoid people and their judgement on him, once people manage to get him to open up though, they've got a very good and loyal friend on thier side who'll do his very best to live up to what it is they want and help keep them safe from any "cruel" people to the best of his abilities. He rarely ventures out of his room, choosing instead to spend most of his time isolated, getting him to venture out is truly a chore in itself, but getting him to eat without either throwing it up or throwing it out is a true challenge.

Background: Die wasn't always so shy around eveyone, he used to be quiet the opposite actually. Outgoing, and happy go lucky, it used to be easy for him to get along with people and make new friends, but that changed after his father got promoted and they ended up moving around a lot, sometimes to a new city, other times to an entirely new country where he'd be forced to make new friends all over again. From the time he entered into Elementary his shyness had already begun to emerge at a noticable level where it would be so bad that he wouldn't even be able to ask his neighbor sitting next to him for a pencil for fear of causing trouble, he'd wait instead until either the teacher noticed and offered him one, or until one of his neighbors did and offered him one. By the time he entered Middle school pressure to do well in his studies began to increase and it didn't help that his family still kept moving around a lot making it difficult for him to keep up. Friends didn't come as easily either, for one reason or another other students just didn't like him and he was considered to be a bit of an outcast. His weight problems began when he took a chance at the start of High school and asked a girl out that he'd had a crush on for a while, her responce was that she wasn't interested in anyone who looked so fat, to add to that his parent's "jokingly" made comments about his inactivaty in the new school, he took it the wrong way and assumed that they were reffering to his weight. He began skipping meals and became more withdrawn, going straight to his room after school and only emerging when absolutely neseccary, feeling pressured about grades still he became a bit of an insomniac, staying up all night worrying. The result however was that he'd end up falling asleep in class and causing his grades to plummet even more forcing him to have to work a lot harder to bring up his near failing or C average grades. Wanting to help their son, his parent's took him to see a variety of psychiatrists to get evaluated with similar diagnosis's, unsure of what to do, his parents tried taking care of the problem themselves, but it became painfully obvious that it just wasn't working and that in Die's mind they were critizing him and any "talk" that was supposed to help him get some stress out into the open was somehow morphed, in Die's mind to be a drill talk instead, to add to the problem Die's anorexia and bulimia was gettting too much to handle, and so they went back to the psychiatrist looking for answers when Die was at school. Their solution: have him admitted into a hospital where he can be monitored and treated. So with heavy hearts they did just that, right after his graduation. They had him shuffled from hospital to hospital so that he could still be with them when his father had to move for his job, but that quickly proved to be too stressful for Die, so they recently had him admitted into the Saitoh Asylum, where he has yet to leave his room, leaving him in the temporary care of his relatives while they're away in England. They call and send letters regularly so that Die knows that they're not abandoning him OR rejecting him, but it doesnt' seem to be sinking in unfortunatly.


This is just an rp journal, I am NOT the real Ando Daisuke

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